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THE ROSICRUCIAN COSMO-CONCEPTION |
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Morning and Evening Exercises Performed by the Rosicrucian Aspirant The Evening Exercise The Evening exercise, Retrospection, is of greater value than any other method in advancing the aspirant upon the path of attainment. It has such a far-reaching effect that it enables one to learn now, not only the lessons of this life, but lessons ordinarily reserved for future lives. After going to bed at night the body should be relaxed. Then the aspirant begins to review the scenes of the day in reverse order, starting with the events of the evening, then the occurrences of the afternoon, of the forenoon, and the morning. He endeavors to picture to himself each scene as faithfully as possible -- seeks to reproduce before his mind's eye all that took place in each pictured scene with the object of judging his actions, of ascertaining if his words conveyed the meaning he intended or gave a false impression, or if he overstated or understated in relating experiences to others. He reviews his moral attitude in relation to each scene. At meals, did he eat to live, or did he live to eat -- to please the palate? Let him judge himself and blame where blame is due, praise where merited. People sometimes find it difficult to remain awake till the exercise has been performed. In such cases it is permissible to sit up in bed till it is possible to follow the ordinary method. The value of retrospection is enormous -- far-reaching beyond imagination. In the first place, we perform the work of restoration of harmony consciously and in a shorter time than the desire body can do during sleep, leaving a larger portion of the night available for outside work than otherwise possible. In the second place, we live our purgatory and first heaven each night, and build into the spirit as Right Feeling the essence of the day's experience. Thus we escape purgatory after death and also save time spent in the first heaven. And last, but not least, having extracted day by day the essence of experiences which make for soul growth, and having built them into the spirit, we are actually living in an attitude of mind and developing along lines that would ordinarily have been reserved for future lives. By the faithful performance of this exercise we expunge day by day undesirable occurrences from our subconscious memory so that our sins are blotted out, our auras commence to shine with spiritual gold extracted by retrospection from the experiences of each day, and thus we attract the attention of the Teacher. The pure shall see God, said
Christ, and the Teacher will quickly open our eyes when we are
fit to enter into the "Hall of Learning," the desire world,
where we obtain our first experiences of conscious life without the
dense body.
Concentration, the second
exercise, is performed in the morning at the very earliest moment
possible after the aspirant awakes. He must not arise to open blinds
or perform any other unnecessary act. If the body is comfortable he
should at once relax and commence to concentrate. This very
important, as the spirit has just returned from the desire world at
the moment of waking, and at that time the conscious touch with that
world is more easily regained than at any other time of the day.
We remember from
Lecture No. 4 that during sleep the currents of the desire body
flow, and its vortices move and spin with enormous rapidity. But as
soon as it enters the dense body, its currents and vortices are
almost stopped by the dense matter and the nerve currents of the
vital body which carry messages to and from the brain. It is the
object of this exercise to still the dense body to the same degree
of inertia and insensibility as in sleep, although the spirit within
is perfectly awake, alert, and conscious. Thus we make a condition
where the sense centers of the desire body can begin to revolve
while inside the dense body. Concentration is a word that
puzzles many and carries meaning to but few, so we will endeavor to
make its significance clear. The dictionary gives several
definitions, all applicable to our idea. One is "to draw to a
center"; another from chemistry, "to reduce to extreme purity and
strength by removing valueless constituents." Applied to our
problem, one of the above definitions tells us that if we draw our
thoughts to a center, a point, we increase their strength on the
principle that the power of the sun's rays is increased when focused
to a point by means of a magnifying glass. By eliminating from our
mind for the time being all other subjects, our whole thought power
is available for use in attaining the object or solving the problem
on which we are concentrating; we may become so absorbed in our
subject that if a cannon were fired above our heads we would not
hear it. People may become so lost in a book that they are
oblivious to all else, and the aspirant to spiritual sight must
acquire the faculty of becoming equally absorbed in the idea he is
concentrating upon, so that he may shut out the world of sense from
his consciousness and give his whole attention to the spiritual
world. When he learns to do that, he will see the spiritual side of
an object or idea illuminated by spiritual light, and thus he will
obtain a knowledge of the inner nature of things undreamt of by a
worldly man. When he has reached that point of
abstraction, the sense centers of the desire body commence to revolve
slowly within the dense body, and will thus make a place for
themselves. This in time will become more and more defined, and it
will require less and less effort to set them going. The subject of concentration may
be any high and lofty ideal, but should preferably be of such a
nature that it takes the aspirant out of the ordinary things of
sense, beyond time and space; and there is no better formula than
the first five verses of St. John's gospel. Taking them as a
subject, sentence by sentence, morning after morning, will in time
give the aspirant a wonderful insight into the beginning of our
universe and the method of creation -- an insight far beyond any book
learning. After a time, when the aspirant
has learned to unwaveringly hold before him for about five minutes
the idea upon which he is concentrating, he may try to suddenly drop
the idea and leave a blank. Think of nothing else, simply wait to
see if anything enters the vacuum. In time the sights and scenes of
the desire world will fill the vacant space. After the aspirant has
become used to that, he may demand this, that, or the other thing to
come before him. It will come and then he may investigate it.
The main point, however, is that
by following the above instructions the aspirant is purifying
himself; his aura commences to shine and will without fail draw the
attention of a teacher who will depute someone to give help when
required for the next step in advancement. Even if months or years
should go by and bring no visible result, rest assured that
no effort has been in vain; the Great Teachers see and appreciate
our efforts. They are just as anxious to have our assistance as we
are to work. They may see reasons which make it inexpedient for us
to take up work for humanity in this life or at this time. Sometime
the hindering conditions will pass, and we shall be admitted to the
light where we can see for ourselves. An ancient legend says that
digging for treasure must be done in the stillness of night and in
perfect silence; to speak one word until the treasure is safely
excavated will inevitably cause it to disappear. That is a mystic
parable which has reference to the search for spiritual
illumination. If we gossip or recount to others the experiences of
our concentration hour, we lose them; they can not bear vocal
transmission and will fade into nothingness. By meditation we must
extract from them a full knowledge of the underlying cosmic laws.
Then the experience itself will not be recounted, for we shall see
that it is but the husk which hid the kernel of worth. The law is of
universal value as will be at once apparent, for it will explain
facts in life, and teach us how to take advantage of certain
conditions and to avoid others. The law may be freely stated at the
discoverer's discretion for the benefit of humanity. The experience
which revealed the law then will appear in its true light as of only
passing interest and unworthy of further notice. Therefore the
aspirant should regard everything that happens during concentration
as sacred and should keep it strictly to himself. Finally, beware of regarding
the exercises as a burdensome task. Estimate them at their true
worth; they are our highest privileges. Only when thus regarded
can we do them justice and reap the full benefits from them.
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